DEAR V

It’s been two years since we first dated on valentine 2011, and you never stop being a super boyfriend ever since.  

I remember early in university orientation days, I saw you in front of the class playing drama with your orientation group. I remember thinking to myself, he seems nice and really tall. I tend to like tall guys way more than the regular one. So there you were, catching my attention with your long legs. But life works the other way around, it took me one and a half year to like you. We’ve been through a lot as friends before, until that turning point came when I finally saw you differently. We don’t even have a clue why we could end up being together and we often laugh at the fact that we’re together now. How could we end up together? It never ever crossed my mind that we could be an item. I just never realized that you're everything that I've ever wanted. How could you do that super boyfriend material so casually? Man, you're good :)

 I love the way you smell even when you're sweating, you still smell so good. Probably because of that 40 minutes bath you take everyday. i believe you have obsessive compulsive disorder for that, lol. I love watching you sleep. You always make that grunting lips which making you look so cute. I love the way you always have faith in me, in my business and in life, even when everybody else underestimates my choices. I love the way you crack me up by silly things you do spontaneously. sometimes when I'm driving alone and feeling bored, that silly things you did flash up in my mind, making my lips curve up a big smile like I'm an idiot. I love it when you're mad at me, although I am honestly scared, but it proves you can't be dominated by me. You see, I've always been the dominating part in my previous relationships and I've learned that I couldn't be with someone who's more inferior or weak, I would boss him around and dominate the whole relationship. And it's not good. So I finally found someone who stands equally, even superior sometimes. I love the fact that you're very far from possessive, you've been giving me freedom to do whatever I want to do, whatever I want to wear. Possessive boyfriends are the worst, well at least for me. I love the way you treat me more like a bestfriend instead of girlfriend. This is my definition of a perfect relationship, to be more like friends so you could fully open up and being able to talk about anything including your darkest secrets, just like when you're with your bestfriend. Thank you for making my perfect relationship come true. 

For me, you’re not just a boyfriend. You are my bestfriend, the one that really close and knows me inside out. You are my family, the one that takes care of me and teaches me to be a better person. You are my teacher, the one that always gives me a way out of my troubles. You are medication for my sorrow, I just don’t know how you cheer me up everytime I’m having a mental breakdown. You are my partner in crime. You are my personal brand of heroin.

You know just right that no words could ever describe my feelings for you. You are the best thing that ever happened in my life. I think I’ve found my Mr.Right. I’m only twenty two and I think I’m ready to settle down for you, although our path is still really far away to get there. Whatever sticks and stones life throws at us, I believe we can survive it all.

I’m no good at expresing my feeling, I never did. I bet you already know all of this because we’ve discussed it a million times already. But in this very special day, I would like to write something dedicated to you. Thank you for making my last 2 years so magical and hopefully the rest of my life too :)